Day 4 - January 29, 2009

I feel happy today. I am happy today. Probably because I had a good sleep.

Because I had a ‘happy talk’ with Dave.

Yes, Dave called. Not Marlon. I was happy. I knew it the moment I picked up the phone.

The phone call was short, as expected, but that was perhaps the happiest talk I had with him since he left for base.

Talking with him (or any other guy in his shoe for that matter) requires a lot of patience and understanding. I needed to choose my words and sentences carefully. Deployment-related stress is a big thing, and it would not do us any good if I would add more stress to that. Because he is Mr. Fix it All, I can’t tell him stories that he might perceive as something that requires his help.

But we’re good. The talk was good. He talked about pursuing another career. Though the ‘new career’ would still take him back to the service, it would not require him to be in combat anymore. It amazes me that even while in training, preparing himself for combat, he still finds time to think about the future—our future.

And that let me one thing I have always wanted—to go back to school. I’m planning on it. Perfect timing actually, that will keep me busy. That adds up to my happiness today.

I can’t believe I am able (financially and emotionally) able to do the things I want to do right now.

I texted him about my plans. He is my biggest fan and he was really excited for me. With him and knowing that he is there to support all my dreams, I can do everything.

Love is such a nice and calm feeling.

Makes me smile all the time.

An hour later he texted me again. He said they’re playing with guns.

The smile faded.